在那桃花盛開的地方

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWjxEdBDPwE
詞 : 鄔大為、魏寶貴 曲 : 鐵源

在那桃花盛開的地方
有我可愛的故鄉
桃樹倒映在明淨的水面
桃林環抱著美麗的村莊
啊! 故鄉!生我養我的地方
無論我在哪裡放哨站崗
總是把你深情地嚮往
在那桃花盛開的地方
有我迷人的故鄉 桃園蕩漾著孩子們的笑聲
桃花映紅了姑娘的臉龐
啊! 故鄉!終生難忘的地方
為了你的景色更加美好
我願駐守在風雪的邊疆
啊! 故鄉!終生難忘的地方 ...

Feel Like ...

It's hard for Penang to get 23 celsius unless it is a rainny day. For those of you that are reading my blog, my location, my hometown, the place I am staying now has started to change into rainny season. Yeah.. Penang is now keeps raining.. In the chinese calendar of GHOST month. Currently it is the 4th day of Ghost month. Well, People always say emotions are just like weather. It is indeed following the weather, changing, & keep on changing... :-D

Listening to music and songs... Was supposed to complete my analysis on reports and decks. But what a day. Mind is flashing & wondering. Start day dreamings. Imagine, Imagine, Imagine. Body feels like wandering. Hhaha.. I am just the type that likes to dream nonsence. You might be surprised, Why my picture is not a rainny day? :-D I dreamt of sunny blue sky on top of my head! Feel like want to....

Hmm.. Yeah... Do you like this blue blue sky? White clouds with all kinds of shapes, Scenery blue with matching green tone on the ground. This is the harmonic color. Comfortable, and warmth. Feel like want to ride a bicycle, wandering around the mountain, enjoying the cool fresh air. Polishing my eyes with green liquids. Giving my heart to the lovely green natures. Soothing, Relaxing, Replenishing, Revitalizing... Marvelous, Wonderful! HOw nice it is if I am in Cameron highlands now. Going to those places that are non polluted / developed in cameron highlands. Out from the areas of normal visitors spots. Enjoying. and most of all, my favourite: Tasting a full green bowl of fresh vege charcoal steamboat! Hmm.. When will i be going there again? and of course, tracking the history of JIm Thompson, walking round to have some scornes and tea with raw vege as meal. What a lovely day it will be!

Having this temperature, this rainny day, I have also feel like wanting to find a lovely sofa corner for me to lean on, and getting myself a wonderful fragrance hot latte / chocolate drink, and what? of course, throw myself into my favousite book! Best if i can get a big, well organized library here in Penang.. But till now, Penang still do not have a good library yet. With other developments in Penang, but not in encouraging the citizens hereto have a good reading culture. What a waste... Bookstores and go online purchasing are the best to grab yourself a book with $$$. No $$$, No Talk.

Well, Feel like doing this, doing that, Just do it??? Meow... No... acting needs some strength.. I have no strength nor energy.. nor $$$. Feel like keep on watching movies for a whole day; Feel like Cooking some nice western dinner; Feel like going back for Latin dancing to dance out and release myself; Feel like.. Whatelse huh? Hmm.. don't know.. Do you feel like what you want to do now? Grrhh... Working.. BACK TO REALITY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Still have works haven't completed and you have to be send ut to your boss by tomorrow EOB! What a weekend in a rainny season! Tell me what do you feel like wanting to do now? ;P

From a DULL sun.

in a rainny weekend.

Awaiting Aug 25, 2009 ...

Wonderful, There will be a new family member joining our family on Aug 25, 2009 !!!
Hooray.. Counting down the moments... 6 days from now... :D
Will be taking leave on next Tuesday and Friday to help out a bit to take care of the small niece, who will become eldest sister next week. :D
Yippie. I love you !

A GARFIELD Save My World Today !

A GARFIELD Save My World Today !

What could be better if a Sun shines again? A Sun should be showering with warmth and happiness! Without any lights and burning, it is not called a SUN anymore. Without any sunshines, it will be all Rainny days, Snowy days!. Cold and freezing. It will be a man with no heart.

Well, as a SUN, of course i have to praise myself.. the power of SUN

The Story begins..

I was very frustrated and angry and irritated! Lost my EQ and control! Lost myself. Don't know where am I. Being attacked by Insomnia for about a week is indeed very suffering. Full of HATEs, ANGERS. Sleeping late but woke up early or half consciously in the middle of the night! Feeling LOST. Cant help myself. Just tired but emotionally SAD. Too tired of couting stars, counting sheeps, counting dogs bark. They just couldn't help. Old people sayings are bluffing!

Thanks to the Garfield... We have long time didn't keep in touch.. Luckily and suddenly pop up from IM and save my gloomy lost world. the Nonsence chat and "Edward Cullen" fantasy have finally lit up my lights in the heart. Though still a busy working day on MONDAY.

The funny part of this GARFIELD is the garfield is now arranged to be seated with its owner in a small cubicle. The owner keeps trying to be friendly but also keeps on mumbling to the garfield on her own stories. Just imagine, a wooden stick trying to make a joke so that everybody laugh at it. What more could be most killing facing this kind of people. Therefore, The Garfiled could not stand anymore start grumbling... So the cute garfield has chosen me to release its tension and boringness. Having nonsence chat make us find back our energy to survive on this MONDAY BLUE.

Thanks GARFIELD and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

MUAKS.. !

女人该有葱花味还是香水味？

摘自： 新浪网 http://tinyurl.com/m4ynwb
//news.sina.com 2009年06月29日 20:42 北京新浪网

结婚之后，她变成了一个恋家和热爱厨房的女人，夜里，闻着她身上的葱花味，他竟然有睡在厨房里的错觉。
　　从前的心头好，如今变成一块鸡肋，女人善变，男人也不例外。他喜欢上公司里的德语翻译，女孩和他握手的时候，嫣然一笑，他的心慌乱成一堆。
　　像三流电视剧的情节，他和女孩相恋，同居！回家急不可待地和妻提出离婚！妻虽然不同意，但却阻止不了他出轨的脚步。
　　和女孩同居的日子，像万花筒里爆出的烟花，绚烂而美丽，美中不足的是女孩不喜欢下厨，她的身上没有葱花味，只有好闻的甜香型香水味。
　　女孩喜欢他骑摩托车载她兜风，他喜欢女孩坐在他身后尖叫，刺激而新鲜。
　　有一次去郊外，一处悬崖上开满了金黄的野菊花，她怂恿他爬上去採花，为了博得心爱的女孩一笑，他真的爬了上去，结果摔下来，右膝骨折。拍片子，做X光透视，不停地换药，在医院里折腾了好长一段时间，终于吃厌了医院里的饭菜，忽然想起以前妻做的可乐鸡翅，于是对女孩说，想吃她亲自下厨烧的菜。
　　女孩回家做饭的时候，他趴在窗台上看外面的小鸟打架，目光渐渐落在街边行人的身上，一个女孩窈窕轻盈，穿着长靴，酒红的长发在风中张扬地飞，真的是她，他看着她走进了街边的一家饭店，他盯着那家饭店进进出出的客人发呆，很久。
　　女孩回来，他笑着问她，你给我做了什么好吃的？女孩笑，说，是可乐鸡翅，你尝尝。他拿了一块放在嘴边，问她，是你亲自下厨做的吗？女孩点头说是。他笑着，心里却在流泪，因为她在骗他。
　　斜阳下，他想起从前。从前每次下班回家，妻必定是在厨房里迎接他回家，做很多很多好吃的给他，他曾无比厌烦地吼，我找的是妻子，不是厨娘，你为什么就那么贪恋厨房呢？
　　他终于忍不住打电话给她，我想回家，能来接我吗？
　　在他快要放弃的时候，她答应了。他高兴地哼起了歌，想着那么久没见到她，她会不会更邋遢了？
　　她来的时候，整个房间都亮了起来，她穿着精致的衣裙，高跟鞋，身上隐隐地逸出香水的淡香，一如他初次见到她时的样子，优雅，睿智，而不是他熟悉的炒菜炝锅的葱花味。
　　她接他回家，家里没有一丝烟火的气息，厨房的灶具上落了一层薄薄的灰尘，他伸手摸了一下，问她，你可以再为我做一次可乐鸡翅吗？她答应了，看着她换掉高跟鞋，熟练地穿上围裙，起火，炝锅，20分鐘之后端出一盘色香味俱佳的可乐鸡翅。
　　他终于明白，没有人天生愿意做饭，哪怕是为自己。他离开的日子里，她肯定没有为自己烧过一餐饭，只有为所爱的人，才会心甘情愿地忍受烟熏火燎。
　　活了小半辈子，他终于明白了一个道理，那个肯为你下厨的人，那个肯为你忍受烟熏火燎的人，一定是最爱你的人，比如小时候的父母，长大后的妻。
　　身上沾满葱花味的女人，内心里一定满满都是爱。

*** 女人该有葱花味还是香水味？你做了选择吗？ 欢迎写上你的意见。。。

我看见了七彩缤纷的颜色 。。。

“生命是如此的可爱 ， 既是是痛苦，能活着，去感觉，都是多么值得感恩的事。当一切都是失去时，就像把自己都给埋葬了。”

当你失去时，那心碎的感觉，与心脏开始停顿的刹那， 触动着你的神经线。把你整个人的灵魂都吸掉了。顿时，也觉得体内流的血也在瞬间被抽吸干了。。。没了。望不见，听不见，摸不到。。泪也干了。浑然一个行尸走肉，伫立在繁忙的钢骨森林。渺小，非常渺小。被挤压在人群中。头顶着石头，停留在原地。不愿行走，只是呆站。停止。不动。

尝试感觉，尝试挣扎。心脏破了一个大窟窿。血，像雨水般淌流着，不停的流，不停的滴。鲜红色的心脏，渐渐的开始变成了暗红色。没了，停顿了。血，还在流。。。

脑里不停的闪过了无数的画面，色彩褪旧。有刮风暴雨，也有暖炉依靠，小鸟依人，沉醉其中。

空。一切停顿。

音乐与时间不停的在为我们疗伤。。。周遭的人与新事物也不停的在为我们的时空重新刷彩。你那紧闭的眼睛张开了吗？微微眯着的眼睛，感受到强光直塞进来的赤痛。渐渐的，你学习着分辨颜色。鲜红的，是温暖窝心的感觉。耀眼的是鲜黄色，象征着喜悦，象征着朝气。蔚蓝色是祥和与宁静，代表着希望。沁绿色，是新生命的象征，有活力，充满着清新自然。紫色是令人熏陶着浪漫的暖窝。白色是纯真无邪，包括了全新的开始，是所有颜色的宗和色彩。渐渐的，你恢复了感官知觉，开始动了。你听到了滴答碰跳的心脏声，清溪血在流动着。

手，动了。脚，也动了。

你看见眼前的人，嘴角扬起，笑了。是的。那个是镜子前的你。重生了。手里握着与被握着的是另一双窝心的手。从身后紧紧拥抱着如梦初醒的你。

悲

感到万分悲哀，弥留在即，才拥有亲人的扶持。已是太迟了。一路以来，都是茫茫的度过。妹妹的离去，只剩她一个人孤单的守住这个家。眼疾，糖尿， 精神病，血压高，胆固醇，子宫癌，，， 太多了。以前的长期吃药， 健康餐， 到现在的油腻食物，没有得去看医生。 渐渐的习惯了独处。悲哀。基于某些因数和立场，我们一家实在是不方便再像以前一样的在她家进出自如。再也不能每日帮她换药送食物。可悲。对不起。。。万二分的对不起。看在眼里，看在心里，痛。 我帮不到你。。。暹籍和尚的念经加持，是帮助她早点脱离苦难吗？她能过得了今晚吗？阿弥陀佛。舍不得。。。

随着一朵白荷花的凋谢， 你跟着， 终于也走了。。。

Headache... is killing me today

What a day... Today My motherboard died at 11:45am in the office. Rushing , running up and down, walking speedingly to look for a spare system to lend me. What a day. Tiring. Walking here and there. Finally met my exboss, got a system D630. Trying to install the driver and swap my hard disk from current D620 into the D630. Wah lau.. Waited for hours, drivers not able to detect. Rushing out from the helpdesk cave again to look for a spare system. Finally found another D630. BUt the senior tech support ppl said it is impossible to swap the hard disk due to company policy , there's a setting being set has blocked that. Well, what can i do?? already 1/3 days passed. Clock is striking at 2:00 pm ++ now. Don't care, went to the helpdesk again and ask for help. Try to install the drivers again. Pumping in the drivers, re run, re fresh. Finally, manage to make the system run properly at 3:50pm. One more hour left before my working day ended. This is not the only unlucky thing.

I keep on knocking my hand, leg on something hard. Like chair, cupboard, drawer, wall... GOsh.. What a bad day for me..

Not only this, I am also having damn headache today.. Swallowing all the possible solution medicines, still pain.. Sad & pain.. heart brokem.. GOd, pls. help me.. and while grumbling, I am not only not yet going to sleep / rest earlier tonight, but I am now online blogging. What a crazy person I am.. Blogging with junk words and sentence. Brain don't want to function.... Just keeps on writing, no grammar checking.. just write whichever flows in.. .. That's what people call My Very Own Diary.. Otherwise, you can call it as essay writing for teacher to marks with Stars or A's.

Well, Goodnight.. I finally want to shut down.. It's is 11:55pm now.. Konbanwa & Oyasuminasai everyone.

Loved,
Sunsun*

Love ...

It happen to be a coincidence that I read my friend's post in the facebook. I feel that I would be sorry if I did not share it out or write in down in my own blog. I really love the quote by Chiranai ka. Here's how it goes.

"Love is the strength that gives u life. When u receive Love u lose fear and you can give the best in you. The practical form of Love is respect. Respect means acceptance of the fact that we are all different and unique and at the same time, we all have something important and valuable to share. Open your heart and be generous, free yourself from that sorrow, forgive and forget and you will live every moment in peace..."

It is simple but direct. It strikes me and it is the most common practical guidance which we keep on learning from people. It might be hard to follow and take actions. But once you have started to practice it, you will soon find yourself changed in various ways, and live a happy life. Tolerant is important to give way to others. We might be good at times, but there are also times where we are inneed of people, including those you hate the most. Forgiveness leads you to a broader way.

The quotes makes me wonder and wonder. How strong is a LOVE is? What happen if sometimes we have difference perceptions? Will we quarrel? Will we fight? Yeah.. We quarrel most of the days. Hahha.. So..? Does it mean anything? For sure it will not be happy fighting with your loved one. What shall we do? What is the correct thing to do? Saying Apology!

Communication between you and your loved one is important. Why do most of the time we have misunderstanding and quarrel? It shows that we do not have enough of open communications shared out among our loved one. Telling the truth save a thousand explanations. It makes our relationship stronger by telling the truth and give great understanding on how are we going to provide good support to them.

Apology is important. Love is to listen and understand among each other. You compromise and willing to give out infinite supports to your partner, giving strength and advice to show your tremendous love, Even in the most hardest and toughest time. Apearance is only for those puppy love or love at 1st sight. While the most important is to listen and feel the inner heart. Feel it and you will find your true love. Hands in Hands together we walk along the long life path. Never be fear to say SORRY and I LOVE YOU. Remember to say it heartedly in slow, firm voice. I am sure it will melt out thousand hearts.

Have you apologized to your loved one and tell them how much you have Loved them?
Say it before it is too late. Don't let the time and faded good memories get over you. Though for your enemy, say it also that you had felt sorry on what you have done. It doesn't meant to be you two must get together after that, but it makes you feel better rather than keeping in your heart.

Everyone of us have been working days and nights, busy about works, busy about personal things, busy about all the MUST DO things in daily life. Frustration is something which we will get by the most awkward and awful end of the day. This will mostly be the firelines to lit up the explosions among the couples. Well, here's a little suggestion which may help to cool down the temperature a bit. Again, communication is very important. Spend a little time with your loved one, perhaps before the dinner, after the dinner, or even before bed time, talk out how do you feel in your whole damn working day. Good one, Bad one... Let them talk till he has nothing to talk while you must listen, Then, tell your stories. Of course, you can give some advices, but remember, advices must only come in when they have finished grumbling. I used grumbling because most of the time, it will be those badly treated experiences, good one? of ocurse we laugh together. Hahah. The result is to give a chance to your loved one on what you are doing, how you feel, let them understand you better and this actually lead to great improvements in gaining long term relationship. Sharing is the most important in the relationship.

Well, I am sure you have read quite a lengthy grandmother sneezes in a little girl very own diary blog. Oh Well, Again, let me know your thoughts... we shall learn together in trusting and loving those you loved.

Don't pin point me too much. I am just a little girl who has not be in loved...., but have seen love as a 3rd party. What can you say? I might be absolutely wrong... Haha

It's in the Rain - in the Blue Cold Rainy Wednesday

Listening to Enya - It's in the Rain... Feeling blue and blue in the rainy Wednesday.

http://tinyurl.com/mhxgsq


Every time
the rain comes down,
close my eyes and listen.
I can hear the lonesome sound
of the sky as it cries...

Listen to the rain
Here it comes again
Hear it in the rain

Feel the touch
of tears that fall
-they won't fall forever
In the way the day will flow
all things come,
all things go.

Listen to the rain
...the rain...
Here it comes again...
...again....
Hear it in the rain
... the rain...

Late at night
I drift away -
I can hear you calling,
and my name
is in the rain,
leaves on trees whispering,
deep blue sea's mysteries.

Even when
this moment ends,
can't let go this feeling.
Everything
will come again
in the sound,
falling down,
of the sky as it cries.
Hear my name in the rain.

长江之歌 - 心情写集

不知道怎么，脑海里突然闪过这一首歌。 这是一首很久以前唱过的一首歌，歌词与曲风都澎湃激昂。它歌颂祖国的江河，即使你并没有亲身看过江河，听了这一首歌，也能让你为之一震。好美妙的一首歌。 它让你抒发情感，唱出了心中的不满。发泄你的心情。 请听 - 长江之歌 。。。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vNa051BxK0


你从雪山走来, 春潮是你的丰采;
你向东海奔去, 惊涛是你的气概；
你用甘甜的乳汁, 哺育各族儿女;
你用健美的臂膀, 挽起高山大海；
我们赞美长江, 你是无穷的源泉;
我们依恋长江, 你有母亲的情怀。

你从远古走来, 巨浪荡涤着尘埃;
你向未来奔去, 涛声回荡在天外；
你用纯洁的清流, 灌溉花的国土;
你用磅礴的力量, 推动新的时代；
我们赞美长江, 你是无穷的源泉;
我们依恋长江, 你有母亲的情怀。
啊长江。。。
啊长江。。。

for more details on the river, pls. refer to: http://www.kepu.gov.cn/kply/cj/y3.htm

长江最为壮丽的一段是三峡。它西起四川省奉节县白帝城，东止湖北宜昌县南津关，全长193公里，由瞿塘峡、巫峡和西陵峡组成。瞿塘峡长8公里，两壁对耸狭窄，最窄处不到百米，最宽处不过150米，以雄伟险峻著称。巫峡以巫山得名，长45公里，是三峡中最整齐的峡谷。巫峡以幽深秀丽著称。西陵峡全长76公里，是三峡中最长的，其特点是峡中有峡，滩内含滩，江流回环曲折，水势凶险。长江三峡蕴藏着极为丰富的水力资源。目前，正在宜昌地区的三斗坪兴建的三峡工程是举世瞩目的宏伟工程。

机遇与机缘

好的机遇与机缘，并不是每个人都会碰到。它就像流星雨，试问有多少人在屋檐下抬起头就会偶遇呢？当它划过夜空的刹那，你又是否把握时机，尝试留下它的美丽？譬如说：赶快用相机拍下来，或赶快许愿等等。。。当人们都说福利局将分派福利金于贫穷人家时，你又是否试着去争取和确定你就是福利名单上的受益家户？记着，倘若你肚子饿了，天上是不会有饭掉下来。如果你是身心健康的人，那将不会有人主动喂你吃饭。机遇与机缘，遇上了就要好好把握和争取。直到你尝试过了，失败了，那才叫珍惜过。如果任凭它流失，那么尽管本来该是属于你的，如果你不去珍惜，当它遇上了懂得珍惜它的人时，属于你的机遇与机缘，也将变成是他人的。虽然人们总是说， 命中注定，可是它究竟占了几巴仙呢？努力又占了几巴仙？我们活在世上，不是无时无刻都在为自己争取更好的选择与道路吗？做人不是坐着或站在原地兜兜转转，痴痴的等待，而是力求最好的，就要自己去争取，那才叫把握。珍惜每一分每一秒，然后告诉自己，你领悟了什么，做过了什么，争取过什么，抓住幸福了吗？