/*the bell script 我的生活 我的故事 说给你听

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

我成功了!

我成功了!我成功了!

我终于成功了一半!我在三个月内成功的减去十二公斤,还要减去八公斤的肥油才算到目标。 哈哈。我的毅力可是很坚强的哦。。。别小看我。只要我设定目标,我一定能!我可是一棵小野草,小野蛮蜗牛.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

蔡健雅-越来越不懂


在我22岁时回想起当时多么想谈爱
妈妈说就让它来
然而在我32岁时
发现我没太多的心去等待
它失去某种色彩
得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白
以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨 yo
我越来越不懂爱
才32岁的我虽然一个人过也过得够精彩
偶尔再想谈恋爱
然而爱总是乱了节拍
我只能够瞎猜也许能中了头彩
中了又觉得奇怪
得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白
以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨 oh...
越来越不懂爱
得不到的无所谓
就算是自我安慰没必要伤悲
得不到的就更加爱
太容易来的就不理睬
其实谁不想遇见真爱
爱得绝对爱得坦白
以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨 oh..
越来越不懂爱
以为遇上了就会明白
但每次它只留下惊鸿一瞥的感慨 oh...
越来越不懂爱
什么都不懂

后记:
实在太深奥了。。。虽然我并不认为这首歌曲好听,但它的歌词别具意义。简白却真实。尤其我最喜欢这段歌词 --- “得不到的就更加爱,太容易来的就不理睬,其实谁不想遇见真爱,爱得绝对爱得坦白。。。”
唉,连我自己也觉得有一点闷,怎么我的部落格老是绕着小爱来兜圈圈呢。好吧,下次再找一些新鲜的话题来谈好了。可是,这是我的心底话啊。。。只不过我并没有像歌词里说的那么老呀。。哈哈

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The SADdest Face -- My very own masterpiece



The SADdest Face.... My very own masterpiece...

时常上网的人其实内心很空虚寂寞,生活并无多姿多彩,有时超无聊!可是我们不知不觉中上瘾了,而成为了一份子。。。或许是逃避的籍口吧!

没有网络的日子,该如何填补生活上的空虚呢???

Sunsun_Chs.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

FRESH NEW LOOK ! Something NICE !




I want something new, something exciting, something tremendous, something enlightening, something revitalizing, something positive, something cherishing, something fabulous, something good, some nice pushing, some nice advices, some nice supports, some nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice nice things !

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

DEADly SICK DAYS ...Dead fish

It started on last Saturday (Aug 29) After I caught myself in a rainy morning.... Well, It was just a normal rainny day, as usual.. Just went to buy breakfast for the family members without an Umbrella.. Hhahah.. Can't figure out how WEAK I AM...

This was the 1st morning where my nephew stayed at my house, after a long tiring rush on Friday. Well, I Skipped my Pre-Saturday tight schedule in this part. After a light breakfast and rushing here and there doing things, helping at home... LUNCH time again... Helping to buy LUCH packs home.. Again, light rainy drops on my head... Phew... NO Problem, Keep going.. Then my niece was so sick till we need to take her to the hospital to see her paediatric doctor at Lam Wah Ee hospital. Waiting and without eating any lunch yet. Sister have to stay at home and take care of BB. I had to go with my briother in law. Waiting and waiting, Till 3:00pm + then only we get to see the doctor. Even the doctor nurse assistance also caught herself in FLU!

Then, You still got a lot of things to do today on Saturday...Yeah.. Your Fun Team Committee Work. Charity Month in October! Your task is to visit and interview an orphanage home and get as many details so that the Fun Team committees can decide on the next week whether to proceed with the plan or not. It was supposed to be a nicely short trip. But what happen was the car air-con fan spoilt. Have to change it.. Well, I had no time to wait for my dad to change it. It needs about 1 hour to fix it, including test drive. So, i say, let me drove there without air-con. If without rain, the air is still fine, but as soon as i drove near the town area, it started to rain and traffic jam.. sucks! have to wind up the window, leaving it with only some small gaps to allow the oxygen and carbon monocide blowing into the car and enjoying breath in all of them, without extra filter... ALL filtered by my lungs! Sweating inside the car. After about half an hour, reach St Joseph Orphanage Home, right beside the Cititel Hotel. Well, the rain had finally stopped. Parked my car at the yard near the church and walked towards the orphanage home. The building is a 2 levels buildings. Nothing special, but you can see kids running around. There are 2 computer rooms, 2 classrooms, 1 play room/ TV Room, 1 library, canteen, and girls and boys hostels. It can be say is quite well established orphanage home. I was introduced to Sister Margaret. She is quite nice but i must emphasized was... She was suffering from heavy flu... sneezing...throughout the whole interview and home visit! Well, i quickly get all the necessary details which I had prepared earlier and "run away"... What hitted me again was it started to rain again.. Tiny drops fell on my head.... and I was again packed myself in an Old Wira with no air-con and jamming back home.

Luckily when i reach home, the rain stop. It was time for my dad to show off while I was preparing myself to go for the 14th Bayan Baru Toastmaster Dinner and Humurous contest at Berjaya Hotel. Of course, I was not the participant, But in fact, I was being invited by the MC as a guest to enjoy their performance, while treating with course dinner and my friend;s Latin Dance Performance on the stage. Meeting those high level people, chattings...Started Feeling Cold even with long sleeves and long pant! Nothing much.. Go back home jam after that with a tiring body... Almost 12 midnight by the time reached home. Wanted to sleep, My Niece still hyperactive... the mom and the rest are busy with their own stuff and baby..Don't care already.. Go to sleep ..

The clock stroke at 1:30am...Time to BED !!! Finally we managed to pad my niece to sleep in my room as she was heavy flu with fever. We didn't want her to sleep in the same room as the baby. As usual, I put my mobile beside of my bed, in the dark, I grabbed something....Yeaks.. Ouuchhhh... What was biting my finger??????? I just had nothing to come out from my mouth but to cry in pain... My brother in law rushed into my room and switched on the light. OMG! A BEE ! I thought it was a beetle, as normally it would be beetle on the floor. I had just grab a BEE using my finger! Immediately i can see Redishness on my 3rd right hand finger. Well, Again.. Don't know how many times I had been going to the hospital this week! and now is going at midnight 1:30am! People are sleeping and visiting sweet dreams while I was visiting a stupid doctor! The temporary doctor once found out i was in flu and i have started light fever, sore throat, He is complaining why i didn't want to come visit the other morning cause they have the AH1N1 test. SUCKS. I came here main purpose was Stung by BEE and need immediate treatment, not FLU! and my finger was swelling, reddish, extremely pain! i complained and of course, get my hand treated but he didn't even look at my finger nor throat!. What a doctor which is in standby by midnight. Those temporary doctor.. I was only given a Clarinase for my FLU, and oil liquid for my finger and Strong Pain KIller - Celebrex 200mg!. Crazy ! Couldn't do much about it, went back home, rain again.. heavy rain.. Sleep in pain and the flu germs happily sleep with me too..

August 30 (Sunday)
In the next morning, fever without realizing.. just felt pain on finger and body aching... COLD... nose block, sorethroat... It was getting severe and severe.. Once got wind blowing or cold, my body pain and I had no energy... Feeling extremely weak & weak & weak.. Was originally plan to do my office reports and decks due to Monday was our National Day (Aug 31), but then I was totally out of control.... I keep feeding myself with panadols, i give to my own.. the doc didn't give me...then Aerius (tablet for sensitve throat/nose problem), Zyrtec, clarinase, vitamin C, Liverin, and all sorts of supplements.. Well, I manage to stand till the late evening. Of course, now i need to wear mask at home...to prevent the rest from being impacted.. Then I couldn't stand it anymore. Collapsed.. I rushed to the hospital again, meeting the other long term doctor for help. Getting weaker.. Laying myself at the waiting chair... Forgotten to mention.. I actually drove myself to see doctor, though i was so sick and feel dizzy... all of the family members were too busy till i had to say i could drive and i drove myself there, with half awake! Finally, this doc gave me a strong imported antibiotic - Zithromax, Diflamm lozenges, panadol, motilium. Spent Rm80+ this time. prescription for 3 days only and with warning if still no improvement, I had to come over and do blood test for further diagnosis!

Drove back and take those pills, feeling more dizzy and body ache and cold. Sleep. This time, no more bees. Turning right and left.. didn't know how many turnings I had that night...Sigh...

Aug 31 (MOnday)
My mom had pre set that today morning we had to pray for our ancestors at home. We chinese hokkien has a culture where in the chinese ghost month of July, we need to invite the passed away relatives/ancestors to come home and have some food, and have them bring back some Gold/money and listen to the prayers. So, again, I had to do my usually assigned tasks. Helping out to set up everything and make sure everything is fine while my mom went to the market and after that cook some dishes. Luckily I still can help out... But actually counting back what accidents I had been making in the morning... They are: I didn;t have energy to take 2 big door locks together and I fell one of them on my dad's fragile floor. Good for me, i didn't break the bricks on the floor. I spilt the soup when walking towards the table. NO energy again. . . I spilt the grapes on the floor as well, I spilt this and that... and I had to clean up quietly before my mom awared of my sickness so badly.. Couldn't let her know as she had been so busy and tiring as well... couldn't let her worried about me... Must be strong... At least, finished all the tasks for the prayings and it will be good rest for me after that!

After lunch...Cannot tahan d... and i didnt know actually my fever is still there. I didnt check.. More pain... but sweating a lot also.. seems like my body is fighting against the germs... the medicine is working their best.. my cells are trying their best.. but my mind is emptied minded.. like people in comma but eyes are wide opened. can't really sleep. just keep awake. decided to go to panel clinic to take MC for Tuesday. My 1st MC for this year.. i guess. Unfortunately, all panel closed due to public holiday. WTF! I can't take MC from hospital without panel clinic referral letter... and those panel clinic medicines are sucks. Couldn't really cure in speedy time. So I become my own doctor again.. keep taking those medicines and supplements. And my office works.. Who cares now.. Don't care already.. haven't started any thing yet.. Tried to online at night to retrieve the raw data file from company shared drive, When done, was already half asleep. Don't care, Couldn't awake.. Take the medicine and Go to Bed & Sleep! Had decided if worst case still come, will emergency admitted to shopital and MC... Another thing forgotten to mention, I suspected there's a bee hive somewhere... another bees was discovered flying and was dead on the floor...

Sept 1 (Tuesday)
I was blessed. Feelign better without fever now. But I could feel the dizziness on my head and hands and legs are still weak.. Even lift up my hand also couldn't longer. Tiring. Today will be my full day to WORK HARD till the THINGS ARE DONE before i collapsed. My boss said.. OMG, tomorrow meeting I might died if no deck to present in the meeting. Well, I was the business analyst for SA region and has no backup. What to do... Dragging Dragging Dragging.. Half emptied minded, half awake, Blank, then rest then work again. wearing the mask in the office for the whole day! All of them dare not talk to me as I told them i had fever, flu, sorethroat, body ache. Hhahah.. at least, no one dare to borther me with things.. hahhah...except those in MSN.. kkakakkakak... BY the time i finished and send everything, it was already office hour 5pm.
Yeah.. it's time to go home and have a good rest to revitalize myself with mom's cooking.. I only had one small piece of swiss roll as my lunch and dinner only have one vege dish with no rice. Breakfast? Milo only. Good for me to keep fit.. Sick is good aslo.. hahha

Sept 2 (Wednesday)
Not so dizzy now. Finished all my antibiotics and medicine. but still has some side effects, still weak, body not recovered yet. but at least can type faster d... mind is more functioning and can even quarell and fights with mouth..and hands.. hahha But in certain time where wind blows, still a bit aching and not comfortable.. Throat is very very very dry. Keeps drinking lots of water to prevent coughing due to dryness. Try not to talk.. and only in low soft voice... Was originally plan to complete my work but have been long time didn't update my blog... so my hand is a bit itchy.. 12:32 midnight now.. MY mom they all laugh at me.. sick people don't want to sleep but sitting there writing silly nonsence diary blog which only those boring people will do! Hhaha.. all I ignore lah.. tomorow only i will start working.

What a long nonsence I have been sneezing.. 废话一箩箩。。。自己看的日记嘛,当然啰说。你要嘛就看,不要嘛就别看好了。。。干别人什么事? 嘻嘻。

OK. Goodnite! Sweet Dreams and enjoy my long holiday till next monday.. OOpss.. have to complete my work tomorrow night.. no more delay or else what happen again over the weekend... Oh God, Bless me with your love and strength.. Thanks!

Sweet Sneezes from SunSun*

PS: I discovered a lot of wrong grammars and spellings... Arghh.. Lazy to correct... Do you mind?

Sunday, August 23, 2009

在那桃花盛開的地方





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWjxEdBDPwE
詞 : 鄔大為、魏寶貴 曲 : 鐵源

在那桃花盛開的地方
有我可愛的故鄉
桃樹倒映在明淨的水面
桃林環抱著美麗的村莊
啊! 故鄉!生我養我的地方
無論我在哪裡放哨站崗
總是把你深情地嚮往
在那桃花盛開的地方
有我迷人的故鄉 桃園蕩漾著孩子們的笑聲
桃花映紅了姑娘的臉龐
啊! 故鄉!終生難忘的地方
為了你的景色更加美好
我願駐守在風雪的邊疆
啊! 故鄉!終生難忘的地方 ...

Feel Like ...



It's hard for Penang to get 23 celsius unless it is a rainny day. For those of you that are reading my blog, my location, my hometown, the place I am staying now has started to change into rainny season. Yeah.. Penang is now keeps raining.. In the chinese calendar of GHOST month. Currently it is the 4th day of Ghost month. Well, People always say emotions are just like weather. It is indeed following the weather, changing, & keep on changing... :-D

Listening to music and songs... Was supposed to complete my analysis on reports and decks. But what a day. Mind is flashing & wondering. Start day dreamings. Imagine, Imagine, Imagine. Body feels like wandering. Hhaha.. I am just the type that likes to dream nonsence. You might be surprised, Why my picture is not a rainny day? :-D I dreamt of sunny blue sky on top of my head! Feel like want to....

Hmm.. Yeah... Do you like this blue blue sky? White clouds with all kinds of shapes, Scenery blue with matching green tone on the ground. This is the harmonic color. Comfortable, and warmth. Feel like want to ride a bicycle, wandering around the mountain, enjoying the cool fresh air. Polishing my eyes with green liquids. Giving my heart to the lovely green natures. Soothing, Relaxing, Replenishing, Revitalizing... Marvelous, Wonderful! HOw nice it is if I am in Cameron highlands now. Going to those places that are non polluted / developed in cameron highlands. Out from the areas of normal visitors spots. Enjoying. and most of all, my favourite: Tasting a full green bowl of fresh vege charcoal steamboat! Hmm.. When will i be going there again? and of course, tracking the history of JIm Thompson, walking round to have some scornes and tea with raw vege as meal. What a lovely day it will be!

Having this temperature, this rainny day, I have also feel like wanting to find a lovely sofa corner for me to lean on, and getting myself a wonderful fragrance hot latte / chocolate drink, and what? of course, throw myself into my favousite book! Best if i can get a big, well organized library here in Penang.. But till now, Penang still do not have a good library yet. With other developments in Penang, but not in encouraging the citizens hereto have a good reading culture. What a waste... Bookstores and go online purchasing are the best to grab yourself a book with $$$. No $$$, No Talk.


Well, Feel like doing this, doing that, Just do it??? Meow... No... acting needs some strength.. I have no strength nor energy.. nor $$$. Feel like keep on watching movies for a whole day; Feel like Cooking some nice western dinner; Feel like going back for Latin dancing to dance out and release myself; Feel like.. Whatelse huh? Hmm.. don't know.. Do you feel like what you want to do now? Grrhh... Working.. BACK TO REALITY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Still have works haven't completed and you have to be send ut to your boss by tomorrow EOB! What a weekend in a rainny season! Tell me what do you feel like wanting to do now? ;P
From a DULL sun.
in a rainny weekend.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Awaiting Aug 25, 2009 ...

Wonderful, There will be a new family member joining our family on Aug 25, 2009 !!!
Hooray.. Counting down the moments... 6 days from now... :D
Will be taking leave on next Tuesday and Friday to help out a bit to take care of the small niece, who will become eldest sister next week. :D
Yippie. I love you !

Sunday, August 16, 2009

A GARFIELD Save My World Today !


A GARFIELD Save My World Today !

What could be better if a Sun shines again? A Sun should be showering with warmth and happiness! Without any lights and burning, it is not called a SUN anymore. Without any sunshines, it will be all Rainny days, Snowy days!. Cold and freezing. It will be a man with no heart.


Well, as a SUN, of course i have to praise myself.. the power of SUN
The Story begins..
I was very frustrated and angry and irritated! Lost my EQ and control! Lost myself. Don't know where am I. Being attacked by Insomnia for about a week is indeed very suffering. Full of HATEs, ANGERS. Sleeping late but woke up early or half consciously in the middle of the night! Feeling LOST. Cant help myself. Just tired but emotionally SAD. Too tired of couting stars, counting sheeps, counting dogs bark. They just couldn't help. Old people sayings are bluffing!

Thanks to the Garfield... We have long time didn't keep in touch.. Luckily and suddenly pop up from IM and save my gloomy lost world. the Nonsence chat and "Edward Cullen" fantasy have finally lit up my lights in the heart. Though still a busy working day on MONDAY.


The funny part of this GARFIELD is the garfield is now arranged to be seated with its owner in a small cubicle. The owner keeps trying to be friendly but also keeps on mumbling to the garfield on her own stories. Just imagine, a wooden stick trying to make a joke so that everybody laugh at it. What more could be most killing facing this kind of people. Therefore, The Garfiled could not stand anymore start grumbling... So the cute garfield has chosen me to release its tension and boringness. Having nonsence chat make us find back our energy to survive on this MONDAY BLUE.


Thanks GARFIELD and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

MUAKS.. !

Monday, August 10, 2009

女人该有葱花味还是香水味?





摘自: 新浪网 http://tinyurl.com/m4ynwb
//news.sina.com 2009年06月29日 20:42 北京新浪网

结婚之后,她变成了一个恋家和热爱厨房的女人,夜里,闻着她身上的葱花味,他竟然有睡在厨房里的错觉。
  从前的心头好,如今变成一块鸡肋,女人善变,男人也不例外。他喜欢上公司里的德语翻译,女孩和他握手的时候,嫣然一笑,他的心慌乱成一堆。
  像三流电视剧的情节,他和女孩相恋,同居!回家急不可待地和妻提出离婚!妻虽然不同意,但却阻止不了他出轨的脚步。
  和女孩同居的日子,像万花筒里爆出的烟花,绚烂而美丽,美中不足的是女孩不喜欢下厨,她的身上没有葱花味,只有好闻的甜香型香水味。
  女孩喜欢他骑摩托车载她兜风,他喜欢女孩坐在他身后尖叫,刺激而新鲜。
  有一次去郊外,一处悬崖上开满了金黄的野菊花,她怂恿他爬上去採花,为了博得心爱的女孩一笑,他真的爬了上去,结果摔下来,右膝骨折。拍片子,做X光透视,不停地换药,在医院里折腾了好长一段时间,终于吃厌了医院里的饭菜,忽然想起以前妻做的可乐鸡翅,于是对女孩说,想吃她亲自下厨烧的菜。
  女孩回家做饭的时候,他趴在窗台上看外面的小鸟打架,目光渐渐落在街边行人的身上,一个女孩窈窕轻盈,穿着长靴,酒红的长发在风中张扬地飞,真的是她,他看着她走进了街边的一家饭店,他盯着那家饭店进进出出的客人发呆,很久。
  女孩回来,他笑着问她,你给我做了什么好吃的?女孩笑,说,是可乐鸡翅,你尝尝。他拿了一块放在嘴边,问她,是你亲自下厨做的吗?女孩点头说是。他笑着,心里却在流泪,因为她在骗他。
  斜阳下,他想起从前。从前每次下班回家,妻必定是在厨房里迎接他回家,做很多很多好吃的给他,他曾无比厌烦地吼,我找的是妻子,不是厨娘,你为什么就那么贪恋厨房呢?
  他终于忍不住打电话给她,我想回家,能来接我吗?
  在他快要放弃的时候,她答应了。他高兴地哼起了歌,想着那么久没见到她,她会不会更邋遢了?
  她来的时候,整个房间都亮了起来,她穿着精致的衣裙,高跟鞋,身上隐隐地逸出香水的淡香,一如他初次见到她时的样子,优雅,睿智,而不是他熟悉的炒菜炝锅的葱花味。
  她接他回家,家里没有一丝烟火的气息,厨房的灶具上落了一层薄薄的灰尘,他伸手摸了一下,问她,你可以再为我做一次可乐鸡翅吗?她答应了,看着她换掉高跟鞋,熟练地穿上围裙,起火,炝锅,20分鐘之后端出一盘色香味俱佳的可乐鸡翅。
  他终于明白,没有人天生愿意做饭,哪怕是为自己。他离开的日子里,她肯定没有为自己烧过一餐饭,只有为所爱的人,才会心甘情愿地忍受烟熏火燎。
  活了小半辈子,他终于明白了一个道理,那个肯为你下厨的人,那个肯为你忍受烟熏火燎的人,一定是最爱你的人,比如小时候的父母,长大后的妻。
  身上沾满葱花味的女人,内心里一定满满都是爱。

*** 女人该有葱花味还是香水味?你做了选择吗? 欢迎写上你的意见。。。